He remains the same, His years will never end.
In an ever changing world, I need to hold on this this truth.
As I read the devotion this morning I sit and reflect on how his people must have felt when they heard nothing for 400 years. I get so impatient when I can't see what his plan is for me. I can't imagine an entire lifetime without hearing him speak to me.
The wonderfulness of this passage to me is the reaffirming statement in 1:8.
Your throne, O God, will last forever and ever.
Even when we don't hear immediately from him.
Even when we are going through difficult times.
Even when we are far from him and not living in his word.
His throne will last forever and ever.
I am so thankful this morning that God is great and that his greatness is not dependent on me. His is God alone. The times I get it wrong, fall short and sin don't impact his power or greatness.
No matter what you are facing today, God is the same as he was yesterday. Don't let your circumstances get in the way of God, rather use those circumstances to glorify him. Praise him in whatever storm you may be in. If you are not in a storm then praise him for that!
My storm is more like an afternoon shower. Right now I have some things that I need to let go of and give completely to him. But overall I can't complain.
Some of you are in a much stronger storm of life. I will be praying for you today and you weather that storm.
No matter what your circumstance is, remember that he always remains the same and his years will never end.
I hope you have a Monday filled with this certainty no matter what you are facing.
Monday, February 29, 2016
Sunday, February 28, 2016
I have missed you.
These past 5 days have been a blur of business and multiple sickness issues. My heart has been missing this daily connection with you.
Wednesday night at the end of my adult bible study I got light headed and had to sit down during the prayer. I was so light headed that I had to call a friend and ask her to send my kids out to the car. Thursday was odd. I was ok then sick, ok then sick. Finally I went home at 2:15 from work and sat in the recliner and binge watched Downton Abbey. Today was the first day I have felt normal. That was after an after church nap.
I have been keeping up with the app and reading various materials. I am looking forward to getting back to my normal tomorrow.
Thanks for those who sent up prayers. I am just really happy that God doesn't take sick days. I need him every minute of every day.
Happy Sunday! See you all in the morning.
Now I am off to view the weekend wrap up....
Wednesday night at the end of my adult bible study I got light headed and had to sit down during the prayer. I was so light headed that I had to call a friend and ask her to send my kids out to the car. Thursday was odd. I was ok then sick, ok then sick. Finally I went home at 2:15 from work and sat in the recliner and binge watched Downton Abbey. Today was the first day I have felt normal. That was after an after church nap.
I have been keeping up with the app and reading various materials. I am looking forward to getting back to my normal tomorrow.
Thanks for those who sent up prayers. I am just really happy that God doesn't take sick days. I need him every minute of every day.
Happy Sunday! See you all in the morning.
Now I am off to view the weekend wrap up....
Tuesday, February 23, 2016
Exodus 37 - Furnishing My Life
In the margins of today's reading I wrote this question:
"What can he furnish in my life?"
To be honest, I was a real jerk last night to my family. I came home at 9:00 from working out. Jeffrey was standing at the door with a long face. The door knob had broken. I spent about 30 minutes dealing with that while my fish and mushroom dinner was getting colder and colder. Then my youngest thought it would be funny to scare the life out of me while I was deep in thought trying to fix the door, in my sweaty workout clothes. I dropped all of the pieces making the job more complex since I had no idea what order they were in.
I said some things that were not pleasing unto God.
And then I said some more.
After that I yelled at my husband for sending a prescription to the wrong pharmacy.
Last night was not my proudest. Once I regained my senses I quickly apologized to my family. Ashamed for my behaviors, I put myself in a time out and went to bed.
I am so thankful that God forgives me and that my family forgives me. He has furnished us with grace.
This morning I am thinking of the beautiful things God furnishes my life with.
He gives me
hope
forgiveness
peace
purpose
understanding
spiritual gifts
just to name a few.
God cares so much about me that he designed me with extreme detail. I am not accident, no random formation of cells. I am fearfully and wonderfully made and equipped with everything I need that comes only from him.
So as I sit here I think about all of the old furnishings that I bought for myself, all of the things I have crafted or sought that was not from him. Although I have thrown out a lot of those old things, there is still that small bag in the corner waiting to be discarded. It is almost like I go into that bag and pull out the old when God has already given me the new that is indescribably more beautiful and wonderful than anything I already had.
Today I am going to apologize to my family again. Today I am going to be in prayer that the old me who is quick to anger and say things that are not so nice will raise my voice in anger even less.
Father thank you for your beautiful details. Thank you for knowing us down to the smallest cell. Thank you for being the master craftsman. Lord help me to depend on you for all that I need in my life. Please help me to control, with your power alone, the old me that rises up from time to time. Forgive me when I fall short of the best that you want from me. Lord be with me today. Help me to control my tongue and to use it to glorify you, not to tear down. Thank you for your perfect design. Let all of the glory and honor always be to you. Amen
"What can he furnish in my life?"
To be honest, I was a real jerk last night to my family. I came home at 9:00 from working out. Jeffrey was standing at the door with a long face. The door knob had broken. I spent about 30 minutes dealing with that while my fish and mushroom dinner was getting colder and colder. Then my youngest thought it would be funny to scare the life out of me while I was deep in thought trying to fix the door, in my sweaty workout clothes. I dropped all of the pieces making the job more complex since I had no idea what order they were in.
I said some things that were not pleasing unto God.
And then I said some more.
After that I yelled at my husband for sending a prescription to the wrong pharmacy.
Last night was not my proudest. Once I regained my senses I quickly apologized to my family. Ashamed for my behaviors, I put myself in a time out and went to bed.
I am so thankful that God forgives me and that my family forgives me. He has furnished us with grace.
This morning I am thinking of the beautiful things God furnishes my life with.
He gives me
hope
forgiveness
peace
purpose
understanding
spiritual gifts
just to name a few.
God cares so much about me that he designed me with extreme detail. I am not accident, no random formation of cells. I am fearfully and wonderfully made and equipped with everything I need that comes only from him.
So as I sit here I think about all of the old furnishings that I bought for myself, all of the things I have crafted or sought that was not from him. Although I have thrown out a lot of those old things, there is still that small bag in the corner waiting to be discarded. It is almost like I go into that bag and pull out the old when God has already given me the new that is indescribably more beautiful and wonderful than anything I already had.
Today I am going to apologize to my family again. Today I am going to be in prayer that the old me who is quick to anger and say things that are not so nice will raise my voice in anger even less.
Father thank you for your beautiful details. Thank you for knowing us down to the smallest cell. Thank you for being the master craftsman. Lord help me to depend on you for all that I need in my life. Please help me to control, with your power alone, the old me that rises up from time to time. Forgive me when I fall short of the best that you want from me. Lord be with me today. Help me to control my tongue and to use it to glorify you, not to tear down. Thank you for your perfect design. Let all of the glory and honor always be to you. Amen
Monday, February 22, 2016
Exodus 36 - More Than Enough
"The people were restrained from bringing more because they already had more than enough to do all of the work."
Wow! How many times in our lives are we able to say this?
I can remember when my mom passed away. There were so many people and soooooooo much food. I remember my grandparents and dad telling people that there was no need for anymore. We barely had enough room to store anything. So naturally, my family fed anyone who came through our front door and then sent them home with food as well.
There have been other times I have seen this happen as well. This past year our community experienced a flood that people are still recovering from today. I volunteered at my church collecting donations. We had so much stuff! We were told to start turning people with clothing items away. We had so much that we couldn't manage. A group of us decided that we would continue to take whatever people felt led to bring. We just loaded everything we could in to my Odyssey for a delivery to God's Storehouse.
I look at this passage in two ways:
1. Are we giving more than enough to our church, family, friends, co-workers etc.?
2. Are we giving more than enough to God?
My answer on both would be no.
People may look at me and say that is not true. I do this post almost daily, I attend church unless someone is sick or we are on vacation, I volunteer with Good News Club and VBS, I lead an adult bible study on Wednesday nights, we have committed to tithe this entire year and I have just been recruited to work alongside some amazing women in my church in planning Women's Ministry events.
If we stop and think about these questions, unless we are giving him more than our everything then we are not giving more than enough.
I know that I will never give God what he deserves from me but that is not a discouraging statement for me because I know that I am a sinner, an imperfect being, and that I fall short of his glory.
There are so many ways we can strive to give more than enough to as Christians:
1. We can give our time.
2. We can give money.
3. We can give of our talents.
4. We can give encouragement.
5. We can be in prayer.
6. We can meet needs.
7. We can be in his word,
8. We can step out of our comfort zone.
9. We can show love to one another.
10. We can forgive those who wrong us.
These are just the things that pop into my head. There are so many more ways we can give.
I don't want to encourage you to do all of these things. I don't want you to over commit to anything. Rather be in prayer about how God can use you in your mission field.
If you haven't had a chance to read "The Best Yes" I strongly encourage it. I have a copy to lend to anyone in my this area or I could even mail it to you. If really gives so great points on saying no to be able to give your best yes.
I was really touched by the weekend wrap up this week. I loved how Wendy shared what was clearly a difficult time in her life. I can totally relate to her. So many times my wants have gotten me into a big mess because they were not aligned with what God wanted for me.
So I am saying all of that to say this. Do not go out and over commit to anything, rather be in prayer and be in his word with an open heart to receive the direction he will give you.
I don't think I will ever give more than enough to him but I will listen to his word, be in prayer for opportunities to serve and serve knowing that he will always give me what I need to do all of this that comes from him. And if I am giving more than enough, I will listen for God to let me know what HE wants from me.
I love these simple words from Matthew 6:
"For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also."
This is a heart check for me. What am I treasuring today? Is it from God or from my own selfish wants and desires.
Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for this group of women here today. Lord, you know we are busy moms, teachers, daughters, aunts, friends, wives, and on and on and on....Lord help us to have discernment from you on what you will have us to do to further your kingdom. Father help us to commit to what you call us to and not more than we should. Help us to remember that you order our steps, not us. Help us to do what comes from you and not from what we think should be done. Lord thank you for your word and for loving us so much that you give us direction. Thank you for forgiving us when we fall short of how you want us to live. Father help us to remember that where our treasure is, there our heart will be also. Amen
(I have not even opened the app this morning which is odd because I usually do that first. It will be neat to see what they see from this passage.)
Wow! How many times in our lives are we able to say this?
I can remember when my mom passed away. There were so many people and soooooooo much food. I remember my grandparents and dad telling people that there was no need for anymore. We barely had enough room to store anything. So naturally, my family fed anyone who came through our front door and then sent them home with food as well.
There have been other times I have seen this happen as well. This past year our community experienced a flood that people are still recovering from today. I volunteered at my church collecting donations. We had so much stuff! We were told to start turning people with clothing items away. We had so much that we couldn't manage. A group of us decided that we would continue to take whatever people felt led to bring. We just loaded everything we could in to my Odyssey for a delivery to God's Storehouse.
I look at this passage in two ways:
1. Are we giving more than enough to our church, family, friends, co-workers etc.?
2. Are we giving more than enough to God?
My answer on both would be no.
People may look at me and say that is not true. I do this post almost daily, I attend church unless someone is sick or we are on vacation, I volunteer with Good News Club and VBS, I lead an adult bible study on Wednesday nights, we have committed to tithe this entire year and I have just been recruited to work alongside some amazing women in my church in planning Women's Ministry events.
If we stop and think about these questions, unless we are giving him more than our everything then we are not giving more than enough.
I know that I will never give God what he deserves from me but that is not a discouraging statement for me because I know that I am a sinner, an imperfect being, and that I fall short of his glory.
There are so many ways we can strive to give more than enough to as Christians:
1. We can give our time.
2. We can give money.
3. We can give of our talents.
4. We can give encouragement.
5. We can be in prayer.
6. We can meet needs.
7. We can be in his word,
8. We can step out of our comfort zone.
9. We can show love to one another.
10. We can forgive those who wrong us.
These are just the things that pop into my head. There are so many more ways we can give.
I don't want to encourage you to do all of these things. I don't want you to over commit to anything. Rather be in prayer about how God can use you in your mission field.
If you haven't had a chance to read "The Best Yes" I strongly encourage it. I have a copy to lend to anyone in my this area or I could even mail it to you. If really gives so great points on saying no to be able to give your best yes.
I was really touched by the weekend wrap up this week. I loved how Wendy shared what was clearly a difficult time in her life. I can totally relate to her. So many times my wants have gotten me into a big mess because they were not aligned with what God wanted for me.
So I am saying all of that to say this. Do not go out and over commit to anything, rather be in prayer and be in his word with an open heart to receive the direction he will give you.
I don't think I will ever give more than enough to him but I will listen to his word, be in prayer for opportunities to serve and serve knowing that he will always give me what I need to do all of this that comes from him. And if I am giving more than enough, I will listen for God to let me know what HE wants from me.
I love these simple words from Matthew 6:
"For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also."
This is a heart check for me. What am I treasuring today? Is it from God or from my own selfish wants and desires.
Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for this group of women here today. Lord, you know we are busy moms, teachers, daughters, aunts, friends, wives, and on and on and on....Lord help us to have discernment from you on what you will have us to do to further your kingdom. Father help us to commit to what you call us to and not more than we should. Help us to remember that you order our steps, not us. Help us to do what comes from you and not from what we think should be done. Lord thank you for your word and for loving us so much that you give us direction. Thank you for forgiving us when we fall short of how you want us to live. Father help us to remember that where our treasure is, there our heart will be also. Amen
(I have not even opened the app this morning which is odd because I usually do that first. It will be neat to see what they see from this passage.)
Saturday, February 20, 2016
Exodus 34 & 35 "No one is to appear before me empty handed."
This week has been a wild ride. Wednesday I led my first bible study. We actually had 12 in attendance (counting my sweet husband who surprised me). Thursday and Friday was spent in Spartanburg learning more about how to apply the Leader In Me habits in our school. I learned so much and had so much fun but I am so tired. When we got home last night I dropped off my bags at home and headed straight to church for our class social. Today was spent touring the School of Engineering at USC, lunch and a magic show. I really should be napping right now because thinking about tomorrow is making me super exhausted. Church, zumba and a church meeting at 5:30. Whew! Calgon take me away!
I am choosing not to appear before him empty handed. Although I have plenty of excuses to be doing something else in this very moment, I am choosing to fill my hands, my heart, and my mind for him.
I have to say that on Thursday and Friday I felt very off. I know it was directly related to me not typing my thoughts and reflecting on scripture. Today I was extra tired so that meant I was extra short with everyone. I was very empty handed.
You see when you fill up your hearts, fill up your minds and fill up your soul with his word, you don't want to be empty handed.
You want to give.
You want to serve.
You want to encourage.
You want to fellowship.
You want to give to him and to his people.
At the symposium I heard some really relevant things. Things that I needed to hear in my life right now.
One principal spoke this message to us in a break out session titled "Telling Your Story":
There are snipers all around your school building (and I am going to say in your personal life too). These are people whose intentions are not good. They spread lies, tear people down, gossip, take credit when credit isn't due and are just out to get you. The principal will never get rid of these people but YOU have to get rid of them. You have to live your life and conduct yourself in a manner that is a model of what you expect from others. You have to basically tell them that you know what they are doing and you are not going to be a part of it or stand for it. You have to stand up for truth, for each other, and for the students.
Wow! I was blown away that a principal would say out loud that there are people like this in every school. Mind blown.
But when you think about, there are not only people like this at work but there are people like this in your family, in your neighborhood, in your circle of friends and even in your church.
I am going to refer to these people as snatchers.
They snatch your joy.
They snatch your time.
They snatch your trust.
They snatch your energy.
They snatch your hope.
They snatch your security.
They snatch your love.
They snatch your commitment.
They snatch your self-worth.
They leave you empty handed.
But in Exodus 34:19 God is clear. We are not to appear before him empty handed.
Ladies, we need to commit today to pray for these people in our lives. We need to commit to asking God for guidance in how we should respond to these people. We need to be in prayer on how we can make it clear to these types of people that we are no longer going to let them snatch anything from us because God has us where he wants us, doing his work for his glory! Amen and hallelujah!
I am no longer going to accept that this is ok in my life. I am going to be on my knees crying out to our heavenly father to equip me with what I need to combat the enemy. Yes, enemy. Because if they are snatching from me which causes me to fall short and not give me all to God, then yes, they are the enemy.
Father I thank you today for your living word. I thank you for events that happened so long ago still having an impact on our lives today. I thank you for those people around me who have their hands full for you. I thank you for those people around me that keep refilling their hands when things are snatched away. I thank you in advance for the glory that will be ALL yours when the enemy is overcome. Lord thank you for the fire in my heart and for the passion to live for you. Forgive me for the times I have been a snatcher. Forgive me for times I have depleted others that led to less than their all for you. Lord help me to recognize and know these people and to be a witness to them. Lord guide me this week and help me to glorify your beautiful and precious name in all I do. Amen and Amen.
I am choosing not to appear before him empty handed. Although I have plenty of excuses to be doing something else in this very moment, I am choosing to fill my hands, my heart, and my mind for him.
I have to say that on Thursday and Friday I felt very off. I know it was directly related to me not typing my thoughts and reflecting on scripture. Today I was extra tired so that meant I was extra short with everyone. I was very empty handed.
You see when you fill up your hearts, fill up your minds and fill up your soul with his word, you don't want to be empty handed.
You want to give.
You want to serve.
You want to encourage.
You want to fellowship.
You want to give to him and to his people.
At the symposium I heard some really relevant things. Things that I needed to hear in my life right now.
One principal spoke this message to us in a break out session titled "Telling Your Story":
There are snipers all around your school building (and I am going to say in your personal life too). These are people whose intentions are not good. They spread lies, tear people down, gossip, take credit when credit isn't due and are just out to get you. The principal will never get rid of these people but YOU have to get rid of them. You have to live your life and conduct yourself in a manner that is a model of what you expect from others. You have to basically tell them that you know what they are doing and you are not going to be a part of it or stand for it. You have to stand up for truth, for each other, and for the students.
Wow! I was blown away that a principal would say out loud that there are people like this in every school. Mind blown.
But when you think about, there are not only people like this at work but there are people like this in your family, in your neighborhood, in your circle of friends and even in your church.
I am going to refer to these people as snatchers.
They snatch your joy.
They snatch your time.
They snatch your trust.
They snatch your energy.
They snatch your hope.
They snatch your security.
They snatch your love.
They snatch your commitment.
They snatch your self-worth.
They leave you empty handed.
But in Exodus 34:19 God is clear. We are not to appear before him empty handed.
Ladies, we need to commit today to pray for these people in our lives. We need to commit to asking God for guidance in how we should respond to these people. We need to be in prayer on how we can make it clear to these types of people that we are no longer going to let them snatch anything from us because God has us where he wants us, doing his work for his glory! Amen and hallelujah!
I am no longer going to accept that this is ok in my life. I am going to be on my knees crying out to our heavenly father to equip me with what I need to combat the enemy. Yes, enemy. Because if they are snatching from me which causes me to fall short and not give me all to God, then yes, they are the enemy.
Father I thank you today for your living word. I thank you for events that happened so long ago still having an impact on our lives today. I thank you for those people around me who have their hands full for you. I thank you for those people around me that keep refilling their hands when things are snatched away. I thank you in advance for the glory that will be ALL yours when the enemy is overcome. Lord thank you for the fire in my heart and for the passion to live for you. Forgive me for the times I have been a snatcher. Forgive me for times I have depleted others that led to less than their all for you. Lord help me to recognize and know these people and to be a witness to them. Lord guide me this week and help me to glorify your beautiful and precious name in all I do. Amen and Amen.
Wednesday, February 17, 2016
Exodus 33 - Transformation
Once again, in his word.
Once again, perfect word spoken directly to me.
Tonight I will begin leading a bible study that will last 5 weeks. It is based on our VBS curriculum and it is a VBS for adults.
I read this chapter and think about how I was once so far away from God. I was so far from his word and any kind of relationship with him. I sit and reflect on all of my past insecurities and failures. All of the trials, mistakes, disappointments, failures, heartache and pain throughout my life has led me to where I am today.
Today I feel a million miles away from the old me. At times I do feel that I am farther away from living according to his will than I would care to admit but I also know that the chains in areas of my life have been broken. I am not who I used to be.
Moses was scared to look at or be in the presence of God. Now he is asking God to show his glory. As Christians we are all over this continuum. Some may be closer to being afraid and others may be so bold that they are asking God for big things to happen that can only come from him. Some of us are somewhere in the middle. No matter where you are, know that God loves you. He cares for you. He wants that personal relationship with you. He wants us to be bold and ask for great things.
I am somewhat nervous about tonight. I just want to glorify God and share his word. There will be people in the room (well, if anyone shows up) who know so much more about scripture than I do and have had vastly different experiences in life than I have had.
Tonight I will walk into that room as a child of God, a follower, a sinner, someone who disappoints, yells at her kids, has a messy house and car and doesn't have it all together. Tonight I will walk in with one desire. My desire will be to honor God with my time and preparation for this. I want to honor him with my words. I am boldly asking him today to use this transformed self to continue to do big things for him. For his glory.
Pray for me tonight. Typing here is easy. I can google, spell check, delete and start over. Tonight will be a little different. I know that no matter what the numbers are, God is already pleased. Thanks so much for your encouragement today.
Once again, perfect word spoken directly to me.
Tonight I will begin leading a bible study that will last 5 weeks. It is based on our VBS curriculum and it is a VBS for adults.
I read this chapter and think about how I was once so far away from God. I was so far from his word and any kind of relationship with him. I sit and reflect on all of my past insecurities and failures. All of the trials, mistakes, disappointments, failures, heartache and pain throughout my life has led me to where I am today.
Today I feel a million miles away from the old me. At times I do feel that I am farther away from living according to his will than I would care to admit but I also know that the chains in areas of my life have been broken. I am not who I used to be.
Moses was scared to look at or be in the presence of God. Now he is asking God to show his glory. As Christians we are all over this continuum. Some may be closer to being afraid and others may be so bold that they are asking God for big things to happen that can only come from him. Some of us are somewhere in the middle. No matter where you are, know that God loves you. He cares for you. He wants that personal relationship with you. He wants us to be bold and ask for great things.
I am somewhat nervous about tonight. I just want to glorify God and share his word. There will be people in the room (well, if anyone shows up) who know so much more about scripture than I do and have had vastly different experiences in life than I have had.
Tonight I will walk into that room as a child of God, a follower, a sinner, someone who disappoints, yells at her kids, has a messy house and car and doesn't have it all together. Tonight I will walk in with one desire. My desire will be to honor God with my time and preparation for this. I want to honor him with my words. I am boldly asking him today to use this transformed self to continue to do big things for him. For his glory.
Pray for me tonight. Typing here is easy. I can google, spell check, delete and start over. Tonight will be a little different. I know that no matter what the numbers are, God is already pleased. Thanks so much for your encouragement today.
Tuesday, February 16, 2016
Exodus 32 - Lots of Dots
When I look at my life I see lots of those dots...
This morning I am reflecting on times in my life when there were dots and how I chose to respond to those dots. Many times when there was a delay in what I felt was needed or what I deserved I would take matters into my own hands just like the Israelite's did here. I would do what ever I needed to do to find comfort and strength through my own hands, not from God's.
Those times didn't work out so well.
When I look at my life now I see that it is those times when I have been in prayer and been patient that God has truly blessed. He blessed me abundantly. He gave me more than I asked for or expected.
In. His. Own. Timing.
It is hard when you are in a season that is dry.
No baby.
Crummy working conditions.
Death.
Sickness.
Been single way too long.
Empty bank account.
Broken relationships.
But just consider those as dots. Not a period. It is not his final statement on your life but rather a planned pause.
What are you to learn during these times? How are you going to glorify him through whatever comes from this situation?
Father thank you for the pauses in our lives. Thank you for the times that are not what we expect or think we deserve. Lord help us to draw even closer to you. Help us to be patient at the base of the mountain. Help us to see that you have greater plans for us even when we are not sure of what they are. Thank you for loving us and for always providing just what we need. Help us see today that you are God alone and that nothing here on this earth is too difficult to face when we have a relationship with you. Let this be our testimony today, Lord. -Amen
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ypZH_t_cnPI
This morning I am reflecting on times in my life when there were dots and how I chose to respond to those dots. Many times when there was a delay in what I felt was needed or what I deserved I would take matters into my own hands just like the Israelite's did here. I would do what ever I needed to do to find comfort and strength through my own hands, not from God's.
Those times didn't work out so well.
When I look at my life now I see that it is those times when I have been in prayer and been patient that God has truly blessed. He blessed me abundantly. He gave me more than I asked for or expected.
In. His. Own. Timing.
It is hard when you are in a season that is dry.
No baby.
Crummy working conditions.
Death.
Sickness.
Been single way too long.
Empty bank account.
Broken relationships.
But just consider those as dots. Not a period. It is not his final statement on your life but rather a planned pause.
What are you to learn during these times? How are you going to glorify him through whatever comes from this situation?
Father thank you for the pauses in our lives. Thank you for the times that are not what we expect or think we deserve. Lord help us to draw even closer to you. Help us to be patient at the base of the mountain. Help us to see that you have greater plans for us even when we are not sure of what they are. Thank you for loving us and for always providing just what we need. Help us see today that you are God alone and that nothing here on this earth is too difficult to face when we have a relationship with you. Let this be our testimony today, Lord. -Amen
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Monday, February 15, 2016
Exodus 31 - He equips the called.
As I sit here this morning thinking about all of the people, events, moments, joy, trials, etc that God has orchestrated in my life I am humbled and amazed. It is really overwhelming to think that his hand has guided me these 38 years of my life. It is a beautiful thing to be able to see the times that have been so very clear that the event/result/moment could have only come from God.
There have been times in my life that I have felt that I am not good enough, smart enough, knowledgeable enough, or strong enough to do something. Just this week I will be leading my first adult bible study at my church.
I feel like I am not ready for this next step in growing my faith and reaching others.
But as usual, God's timing is perfect. I needed to read these words today. I needed to soak in the truth written in his words. I needed to remember that it will come from him, not from me.
Whether you are leading a bible study, facing a big task at work, seeking to adopt, dealing with financial uncertainty, or stepping up your service for him...He will give you what you need according to his will.
Lord, thank you for always giving me just what I need. I pray that you fill me up with what you know I need even before I know I need it. Thank you for those moments where it is crystal clear that your presence is with me. Thank you for the times that I had no clue that you were guiding me, protecting me, and leading me to where you would have me to go. Fill me up today with what I need to further your kingdom throughout my already busy day. Amen
There have been times in my life that I have felt that I am not good enough, smart enough, knowledgeable enough, or strong enough to do something. Just this week I will be leading my first adult bible study at my church.
I feel like I am not ready for this next step in growing my faith and reaching others.
But as usual, God's timing is perfect. I needed to read these words today. I needed to soak in the truth written in his words. I needed to remember that it will come from him, not from me.
Whether you are leading a bible study, facing a big task at work, seeking to adopt, dealing with financial uncertainty, or stepping up your service for him...He will give you what you need according to his will.
Lord, thank you for always giving me just what I need. I pray that you fill me up with what you know I need even before I know I need it. Thank you for those moments where it is crystal clear that your presence is with me. Thank you for the times that I had no clue that you were guiding me, protecting me, and leading me to where you would have me to go. Fill me up today with what I need to further your kingdom throughout my already busy day. Amen
Friday, February 12, 2016
Exodus 30 - But my heart is in Hebrews...
While I know that the reading is from Exodus 30, my heart is all over Hebrews 10.
19 Therefore, brothers and sisters, since we have confidence to enter the Most Holy Place by the blood of Jesus, 20 by a new and living way opened for us through the curtain, that is, his body, 21 and since we have a great priest over the house of God, 22 let us draw near to God with a sincere heart and with the full assurance that faith brings, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience and having our bodies washed with pure water. 23 Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful.24 And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds, 25 not giving up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but encouraging one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching.
And here were are again, encouraging one another. So far 2016 has been a daily reminder to me that we are to be encouraging. I have never in my spiritual journey felt God speaking to me and through me as he has these past few months. What began in August as a random idea to encourage friends through this blog has become my daily mission.
Encouraging someone can look many ways.
-A hug
-A note to let them know you are thinking about them.
-Letting someone know that you have been praying for them.
-Helping someone with the gifts God has given you.
-Listening without judgement.
-Copying a passage or section of a bible study that speaks directly to what they are needing to hear.
I just so strongly feel a stirring in my heart to be encouraging. We need to "spur one another toward love and good deed...encouraging one another".
How are you going to encourage someone today? Don't just look for the obvious people who are clearly in need of an encouraging moment, look for those who seem to have it all together. I bet they don't and could use you to share a little of Jesus with them today.
If you feel led to do so, list how you are going to encourage someone through God's word and with his love today.
God, thank you for making it clear that we need one another. Thank you for calling us to care for all of your people, Help me today to consider how I may spur someone towards love and good deeds through caring for them. Make it clear today as to who in my path needs that extra love and kind words today. Help me to serve the people in need no matter what that need is or how impossible or overwhelming it may seem. You are an awesome God and provide for our every need. Lord use me today to make the changes that you see fit to further the advancement of your kingdom. Forgive me of my sins and shortcomings. Cleanse my heart so that I may be ready to receive your instruction today. Lord bless the people here today who are the encouragers and those who need encouragement. Thank you for your word and for your love and calling on our lives here on Earth,
Thursday, February 11, 2016
Exodus 29 - Cleanse My Heart and Mind
Lord cleanse my heart and mind of anything that is not pleasing unto you.
I have to repeat this on a loop lately.
This week has been really tough. Funeral, school demands, church obligations, and add in all the normal cray.
I really try not to complain about the craziness that is my life. Jeffrey was out of town a lot this week and it really made things harder. It is times like this that you really realize just how much your spouse does. Plus, it never helps when you are both emotionally and physically tired.
The good news is that we have both been too tired to do anything other than maintain. No time to argue or fuss.
It is so easy for negative thoughts to creep in when I am having this kind of week. Although I didn't really choose the funeral obligation, I am choosing to work, volunteer with my church and to invest in others. So, if I am choosing these things I have to understand that I am going to be vulnerable when I am tired. I am going to be vulnerable to negative thoughts and thoughtless actions.
If I am to hear God I have to have a cleansed heart and mind. I can't be going to God with a heart full of sin.
So hear it what is helping me...these 3 simple statements that I learned a few years ago.
Lord I feel_________________________.
Lord you are_______________________.
God I will__________________________.
Lord, I feel tired and just done.
Lord you are my almighty God and sustainer of my life. You promise that you will always be with me and give me what I need.
God I will draw my strength from you alone. I will pray for you to fill me up and give me what I need to do your kingdom work.
I never like to count down to Friday but I have to say that this week I am and I am looking forward to having some down time on Saturday afternoon. But, I am sure something will happen to mess that up. Not being negative, just not getting my hopes up. =o)
As we prepare our hearts and minds for Easter lets start focusing on really preparing. Let's enter in to the season with not just good intentions but our best heart prepared for his purpose.
It's 8:00 so yes, good night. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
#teachertired #momtired #workingforJesustired
I have to repeat this on a loop lately.
This week has been really tough. Funeral, school demands, church obligations, and add in all the normal cray.
I really try not to complain about the craziness that is my life. Jeffrey was out of town a lot this week and it really made things harder. It is times like this that you really realize just how much your spouse does. Plus, it never helps when you are both emotionally and physically tired.
The good news is that we have both been too tired to do anything other than maintain. No time to argue or fuss.
It is so easy for negative thoughts to creep in when I am having this kind of week. Although I didn't really choose the funeral obligation, I am choosing to work, volunteer with my church and to invest in others. So, if I am choosing these things I have to understand that I am going to be vulnerable when I am tired. I am going to be vulnerable to negative thoughts and thoughtless actions.
If I am to hear God I have to have a cleansed heart and mind. I can't be going to God with a heart full of sin.
So hear it what is helping me...these 3 simple statements that I learned a few years ago.
Lord I feel_________________________.
Lord you are_______________________.
God I will__________________________.
Lord, I feel tired and just done.
Lord you are my almighty God and sustainer of my life. You promise that you will always be with me and give me what I need.
God I will draw my strength from you alone. I will pray for you to fill me up and give me what I need to do your kingdom work.
I never like to count down to Friday but I have to say that this week I am and I am looking forward to having some down time on Saturday afternoon. But, I am sure something will happen to mess that up. Not being negative, just not getting my hopes up. =o)
As we prepare our hearts and minds for Easter lets start focusing on really preparing. Let's enter in to the season with not just good intentions but our best heart prepared for his purpose.
It's 8:00 so yes, good night. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
#teachertired #momtired #workingforJesustired
Wednesday, February 10, 2016
Exodus 28 - What A Day...
So I got up a little late. I spent some time snuggled up to the hubs while he was fast asleep, praying for him and his day. I started doing this last year and it really is a good way to start the day. I don't do it all of the time but at least a few times a week.
Anyhoo... I was running late but wanted to make the girls a nice breakfast which took way longer than I had anticipated. No big deal, I would get ready and have 15 minutes to type out some ideas.
Wrong.
After Abby passed out after falling down the stairs I noticed that the dog decided it was too cold to poop outside so the hall would do. And then the very sweet and sleepy hubs would be in bed with poop on his foot. Tracked from the hall to the bed. So sheets were washed, carpets cleaned and all before 6:30 am.
I am proud to report that we all managed to gather our wits and get to school. On time. In one piece.
So here I am tonight.
Tired.
Happy.
Grateful.
Abby was ok. The carpet and sheets are good as new. The house is warm. Bellies are full.
God is good even when there is dog poop on your foot.
Good night sweet friends.
Oh yeah, pray for our leaders. I no political junkie but we need to pray for our government and for the leaders in our church.
Anyhoo... I was running late but wanted to make the girls a nice breakfast which took way longer than I had anticipated. No big deal, I would get ready and have 15 minutes to type out some ideas.
Wrong.
After Abby passed out after falling down the stairs I noticed that the dog decided it was too cold to poop outside so the hall would do. And then the very sweet and sleepy hubs would be in bed with poop on his foot. Tracked from the hall to the bed. So sheets were washed, carpets cleaned and all before 6:30 am.
I am proud to report that we all managed to gather our wits and get to school. On time. In one piece.
So here I am tonight.
Tired.
Happy.
Grateful.
Abby was ok. The carpet and sheets are good as new. The house is warm. Bellies are full.
God is good even when there is dog poop on your foot.
Good night sweet friends.
Oh yeah, pray for our leaders. I no political junkie but we need to pray for our government and for the leaders in our church.
Tuesday, February 9, 2016
Exodus 27 - Keep The Lamps Burning
My light feels like it is very dim this evening.
I am tired.
I am grumpy.
My temper is short.
I am easily finding fault with lots of things and people around me.
This is not my best self. Not the person I want people to see.
It is real though. Real.
The light is dim.
So I have to put on my big girl drawers and realize that this is not what I am called to be. These are not the plans he has for me tonight. I am not giving him or anyone around me my best right now.
I am going to choose to stop these negative thoughts and actions right now. I am going to pray for a calm mind filled with thoughts that are pleasing unto him.
I almost have to go back to the saying "Not my circus, not my monkey's".
I can only control me and what is in my circle of control with God's guidance.
Deep breaths.
Prayer.
Repeat.
See you all tomorrow morning.
I am tired.
I am grumpy.
My temper is short.
I am easily finding fault with lots of things and people around me.
This is not my best self. Not the person I want people to see.
It is real though. Real.
The light is dim.
So I have to put on my big girl drawers and realize that this is not what I am called to be. These are not the plans he has for me tonight. I am not giving him or anyone around me my best right now.
I am going to choose to stop these negative thoughts and actions right now. I am going to pray for a calm mind filled with thoughts that are pleasing unto him.
I almost have to go back to the saying "Not my circus, not my monkey's".
I can only control me and what is in my circle of control with God's guidance.
Deep breaths.
Prayer.
Repeat.
See you all tomorrow morning.
Monday, February 8, 2016
Exodus 26 - God has specific plans for me.
I was so excited last week when my NIV Beautiful Word Bible came in the mail from my pre-order on Amazon. As usual when I get a new book or a new journal, I am hesitant to write in it because I am scared my handwriting will look all wonky. Anyone else there with me? Plus, I have never been one of those gals to write in my bible. I have my bible from when Jeffrey and I were first married and I bought us new ones with our names on them. I underline occasionally but would never dare to actually write in it...
Well, times are a changing. I wasn't sure what my first "entry" in this new bible would be. I didn't even really think about it.
This morning I simply picked up my black pen and wrote in the lined margin next to Exodus 26.
"God has specific plans for me."
And then I squared it off with my green felt tip pen.
"God has specific plans for me."
I believe this. I know this to be true. But here's the deal. I need to remember this at all times.
It is really easy to remember that he has plans for me when the plans are going smoothly, when the bank account has more than enough, when people are healthy, when I am happy, and when there is very little suffering.
Yesterdays sermon was "Be Encouraged". God is speaking to me so loudly these last few weeks. Everywhere I turn I am hearing about, seeing or reading about encouragement.
I really feel that God's plan for me in this moment is to be an encourager to others, to be the light.
I am continuing to be in prayer about where he wants me to go and what he wants me to do in my life.
Before I end this morning I just wanted to take time and thank you for all of the encouragement you give me. I feel a little embarrassed when people come up to me at church, school, or while out and about and say that they enjoy reading my thoughts. I don't feel embarrassed about what I am writing or what God is doing but rather that someone is telling me that they are actually reading this stuff. I don't know how many people even benefit from this small thing I enjoy doing. I know that I feel refreshed and renewed each morning and I always walk away from this laptop with a little more insight and knowledge than I had before. It helps me keep my heart and life in check according to his will. Thanks again for your kind words in passing. It means so much to know that God is working through me every now and then.
Lord thank you for the opportunities you give us to see your plans unfolding. We may not always know what the outcome will be. Help us to put our full trust in you. Father please be with each woman represented here this week. Lead her, protect her, guide her according to your will. Thank you for your perfect purpose for me and for each person here. Thank you for sending Jesus to be the ultimate blood sacrifice so that we could have a direct, personal relationship with you. Forgive us today when we fall short of your glory. Help us to live according to your calling. Amen.
Well, times are a changing. I wasn't sure what my first "entry" in this new bible would be. I didn't even really think about it.
This morning I simply picked up my black pen and wrote in the lined margin next to Exodus 26.
"God has specific plans for me."
And then I squared it off with my green felt tip pen.
"God has specific plans for me."
I believe this. I know this to be true. But here's the deal. I need to remember this at all times.
It is really easy to remember that he has plans for me when the plans are going smoothly, when the bank account has more than enough, when people are healthy, when I am happy, and when there is very little suffering.
Yesterdays sermon was "Be Encouraged". God is speaking to me so loudly these last few weeks. Everywhere I turn I am hearing about, seeing or reading about encouragement.
I really feel that God's plan for me in this moment is to be an encourager to others, to be the light.
I am continuing to be in prayer about where he wants me to go and what he wants me to do in my life.
Before I end this morning I just wanted to take time and thank you for all of the encouragement you give me. I feel a little embarrassed when people come up to me at church, school, or while out and about and say that they enjoy reading my thoughts. I don't feel embarrassed about what I am writing or what God is doing but rather that someone is telling me that they are actually reading this stuff. I don't know how many people even benefit from this small thing I enjoy doing. I know that I feel refreshed and renewed each morning and I always walk away from this laptop with a little more insight and knowledge than I had before. It helps me keep my heart and life in check according to his will. Thanks again for your kind words in passing. It means so much to know that God is working through me every now and then.
Lord thank you for the opportunities you give us to see your plans unfolding. We may not always know what the outcome will be. Help us to put our full trust in you. Father please be with each woman represented here this week. Lead her, protect her, guide her according to your will. Thank you for your perfect purpose for me and for each person here. Thank you for sending Jesus to be the ultimate blood sacrifice so that we could have a direct, personal relationship with you. Forgive us today when we fall short of your glory. Help us to live according to your calling. Amen.
Sunday, February 7, 2016
Exodus 25 - Specifications
Last week was a long week. Lots of commitments for church and school. No excuses, just a delayed posting. For those who prayed for Jeffrey's grandmother, she went to be with Jesus. Please continue to pray for the family as we travel to High Point, NC for the funeral on Monday.
Now back to the task at hand...Exodus 25.
God is very specific as to the furnishings of the tabernacle. We see his specific design for the ark, the table and the lampstand.
I try to have the perspective of the Israelite people. I think I would have been pretty nervous with all of these specifications. After all, if I am an Israelite, I know that I haven't been the best at following the specifics that he has given me in the past.
When I read this passage I am blown away by the intricate details. The specific type of wood for the ark, the gold trim and molding, and the buds and blossoms on the lampstand.
"See that you make them according to the pattern shown to you on the mount."
His pattern. His specifications. His plan. His word. His design.
I know that in my life I need to be living more according to HIS planning and not my own. He knows the details of my life. He knows the parts of my heart that no one else sees.
He cares so much about me that he intricately designed me like no other person that will ever be.
He is giving the very people who had such a difficult time following his commands and important job. They are to build the Tabernacle. A place to observe the Sabbath so they would know that he is the Lord that makes them Holy,
I wonder if the people doubted their ability to do this right? I bet they did.
Today I am going to focus on how God is using me in my imperfect life. I am going to study his word and look for direction in more areas of my life. If the task seems to overwhelming or too big for me I am going to trust that he will give me specific instructions and that I will be mindful of them. Instead of complaining and gossiping about situations around me, I am going to be in prayer for God to use me in a mighty way according to his will.
Now back to the task at hand...Exodus 25.
God is very specific as to the furnishings of the tabernacle. We see his specific design for the ark, the table and the lampstand.
I try to have the perspective of the Israelite people. I think I would have been pretty nervous with all of these specifications. After all, if I am an Israelite, I know that I haven't been the best at following the specifics that he has given me in the past.
When I read this passage I am blown away by the intricate details. The specific type of wood for the ark, the gold trim and molding, and the buds and blossoms on the lampstand.
"See that you make them according to the pattern shown to you on the mount."
His pattern. His specifications. His plan. His word. His design.
I know that in my life I need to be living more according to HIS planning and not my own. He knows the details of my life. He knows the parts of my heart that no one else sees.
He cares so much about me that he intricately designed me like no other person that will ever be.
He is giving the very people who had such a difficult time following his commands and important job. They are to build the Tabernacle. A place to observe the Sabbath so they would know that he is the Lord that makes them Holy,
I wonder if the people doubted their ability to do this right? I bet they did.
Today I am going to focus on how God is using me in my imperfect life. I am going to study his word and look for direction in more areas of my life. If the task seems to overwhelming or too big for me I am going to trust that he will give me specific instructions and that I will be mindful of them. Instead of complaining and gossiping about situations around me, I am going to be in prayer for God to use me in a mighty way according to his will.
Thursday, February 4, 2016
Exodus 24 - His Written Word
Here we see where the ten commandments were engraved in the pillar of stone by God himself. God was sending the message to these imperfect, doubting Israelite's that this was the law. These were important. They were written by God's own hand.
I read my bible this morning and give thanks for the written word I have from God. So many times I take this book for granted. I forget to go to the word and look for his clear answers to problems. I forget to look at his word for encouragement. I forget to look at his word for guidance in my life. This is one area I feel very convicted on right now.
I am really, really good at praying and seeking his wisdom in that way but I don't use this tool he has given us as much as I should in difficult times of uncertainty.
There are some opportunities in my life right now that need God's hand guiding me for his will.
Today I will commit to be mindful to be reading passages outside of these lessons and the lessons from church. I will be seeking wisdom from him through the reading of his word.
Lord thank you for your word. Thank you for caring so much about us that you penned this living word. Thank you for convicting me this morning to be in the word not just to study specific lessons but to read beyond that in search of answers in various areas of my life. Father thank you for opportunities that require me to draw closer to you whether they are really exciting and good events or events that are difficult and require my complete trust in you. Thank you for your love and patience today and everyday. Amen.
I read my bible this morning and give thanks for the written word I have from God. So many times I take this book for granted. I forget to go to the word and look for his clear answers to problems. I forget to look at his word for encouragement. I forget to look at his word for guidance in my life. This is one area I feel very convicted on right now.
I am really, really good at praying and seeking his wisdom in that way but I don't use this tool he has given us as much as I should in difficult times of uncertainty.
There are some opportunities in my life right now that need God's hand guiding me for his will.
Today I will commit to be mindful to be reading passages outside of these lessons and the lessons from church. I will be seeking wisdom from him through the reading of his word.
Lord thank you for your word. Thank you for caring so much about us that you penned this living word. Thank you for convicting me this morning to be in the word not just to study specific lessons but to read beyond that in search of answers in various areas of my life. Father thank you for opportunities that require me to draw closer to you whether they are really exciting and good events or events that are difficult and require my complete trust in you. Thank you for your love and patience today and everyday. Amen.
Wednesday, February 3, 2016
Exodus 23 - Church Life
I have to tell you that this is a subject near to my heart. The 10+ years at my current church I have seen people come and go. Sunday School numbers fall. Lots of excuses are made as to why people aren't at church regularly.
Sports - Either you are tired from sports, traveling for sports or practicing sports
Tired - You worked a long week. You deserve a day to rest. Sunday is your only time to sleep in late.
Lots to do - You need to buy groceries, go to brunch, clean the house, do some work for school or your job.
Family Time - You are busy all week and you just want to spend some time with the family.
Fun Saturday Nights - You were out late at a sporting event/concert/dancing/movie and you just need a day to catch up on your rest.
Well, guess what? God doesn't want to hear your excuses. He wants you to be in church sharing the spiritual gifts that he gave you with his body of believers.
I am sure this steps on lots of toes but as my friend Allo would say, the truth hurts.
You must surround yourself with other believers. Worship must be a part of your week.
Jeffrey and were talking on Sunday after church. Someone mentioned how busy and overwhelmed they were and how that keeps them from church.
We both agreed that the 2 hours we spend each Sunday morning refreshes us, renews us for the week. We always here something that touches us and encourages us a the body of Christ. How are you going to experience that if you don't show up? I can't imagine the blessings being missed by those who don't put God first.
I know that I am not perfect and there are lots of areas in my life I can improve on when it comes to giving him my everything all of the time.
Here is what today looks like. Pretty typical for me. Multiply this time 5 and add in Saturday to do housework, appts, chores and shopping. Oh and all the stuff I don't get done at school throughout the week.
4:30 am - 5:30 am Bible Study/Prayer Time
5:30-6:50 Cook breakfast, get kids up, get everyone ready and out the door.
7:00-3:30 Work. Throw in a meeting at another school from 11:30-12:30 and my assistant is out today.
3:30-4:30 Meeting at another school about 20 minutes from my school.
5:00 - Come home and get kids in the car to head off to Youth and GA's at church (Tonight during this time I will be preparing for a 5 week long bible study I will be leading in a few weeks)
7:30- Home for homework, showers, packing lunches, necessary chores that can't wait
9:30 - Hopefully in bed asleep and ready to do it over again tomorrow.
At some point today I have to fit a trip to the gym in....
So when you tell me you are tired and overwhelmed, over worked and just need a day to rest I hear you. Me too!!!
Will I be tired on Sunday morning? YESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Will I go to church and have my mind, body and spirit renewed? YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!
Church must be a priority in our lives. If we start making excuses we stop going.
I will end with this. A few Sunday's ago Laura was complaining that she was tired and we should just stay home and rest. I told her that in this house, that is not an option. As long as we are well we will be in church. If we can commit to the rest of our schedule, we will commit to being in church. #NoExcuses
If you don't have a church home, find one.
If you are unhappy with your church home, find another one.
If you feel like you don't need to go to church, read these passages listed in the First 5 Devotion today.
Hope to see you on Sunday!
Sports - Either you are tired from sports, traveling for sports or practicing sports
Tired - You worked a long week. You deserve a day to rest. Sunday is your only time to sleep in late.
Lots to do - You need to buy groceries, go to brunch, clean the house, do some work for school or your job.
Family Time - You are busy all week and you just want to spend some time with the family.
Fun Saturday Nights - You were out late at a sporting event/concert/dancing/movie and you just need a day to catch up on your rest.
Well, guess what? God doesn't want to hear your excuses. He wants you to be in church sharing the spiritual gifts that he gave you with his body of believers.
I am sure this steps on lots of toes but as my friend Allo would say, the truth hurts.
You must surround yourself with other believers. Worship must be a part of your week.
Jeffrey and were talking on Sunday after church. Someone mentioned how busy and overwhelmed they were and how that keeps them from church.
We both agreed that the 2 hours we spend each Sunday morning refreshes us, renews us for the week. We always here something that touches us and encourages us a the body of Christ. How are you going to experience that if you don't show up? I can't imagine the blessings being missed by those who don't put God first.
I know that I am not perfect and there are lots of areas in my life I can improve on when it comes to giving him my everything all of the time.
Here is what today looks like. Pretty typical for me. Multiply this time 5 and add in Saturday to do housework, appts, chores and shopping. Oh and all the stuff I don't get done at school throughout the week.
4:30 am - 5:30 am Bible Study/Prayer Time
5:30-6:50 Cook breakfast, get kids up, get everyone ready and out the door.
7:00-3:30 Work. Throw in a meeting at another school from 11:30-12:30 and my assistant is out today.
3:30-4:30 Meeting at another school about 20 minutes from my school.
5:00 - Come home and get kids in the car to head off to Youth and GA's at church (Tonight during this time I will be preparing for a 5 week long bible study I will be leading in a few weeks)
7:30- Home for homework, showers, packing lunches, necessary chores that can't wait
9:30 - Hopefully in bed asleep and ready to do it over again tomorrow.
At some point today I have to fit a trip to the gym in....
So when you tell me you are tired and overwhelmed, over worked and just need a day to rest I hear you. Me too!!!
Will I be tired on Sunday morning? YESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Will I go to church and have my mind, body and spirit renewed? YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!
Church must be a priority in our lives. If we start making excuses we stop going.
I will end with this. A few Sunday's ago Laura was complaining that she was tired and we should just stay home and rest. I told her that in this house, that is not an option. As long as we are well we will be in church. If we can commit to the rest of our schedule, we will commit to being in church. #NoExcuses
If you don't have a church home, find one.
If you are unhappy with your church home, find another one.
If you feel like you don't need to go to church, read these passages listed in the First 5 Devotion today.
Hope to see you on Sunday!
Tuesday, February 2, 2016
Exodus 22 - On Being Holy
All of these specific laws and instructions are preparing the people for what God is calling them to be and for the tabernacle which is to come. God was preparing them, calling them to be holy. I still get blown away by God's details. He loves them so much that he lays it all down. He gives them specific instructions and guidance on how he wants them to live.
Last night Jeffrey and I were laying in bed talking. I do a really bad job of giving him what he needs sometimes. I spend most of my day encouraging others, loving on my little Bees, taking care of the kids and doing what needs to be done. By the time he gets home at night, I have very little left.
Last night it hit me. I used to be this way with God. Before August I wasn't reading my Bible daily. I wasn't praying daily. I wasn't giving him what he expected from me.
I told Jeffrey my "woe is me tale". I used the excuse that I wasn't perfect and this is what he said...
"I don't expect you to be perfect, I just expect you to use opportunities when you have them to talk to me and listen to me and spend time with me."
Ouch.
But isn't that so true not only in my marriage but in my relationship with God.
Jeffrey knows I am not perfect. He knows that I am tired at the end of a long day. But surely I can find 5 minutes to sit and talk with him, to give him my undivided attention, to share with him that I love him...
In any relationship (with God, our spouse, our friends), we have to give them our best. Some nights my best may be planning a nice night out away from the kids. Some nights it may be talking to him while we are making lunches for the next day. Some days I give God lots of time in his word, prayer and reflection and some days I can only call out his name in a silent prayer during a difficult time.
Neither Jeffrey nor Jesus expect me to be perfect. Today I will stop using that as an excuse to not give them what I can.
Lord, help me today to see opportunities to show you how much I love and care for you. Lord help me not to be tired, rushed, and full of excuses that disqualify me. Father help me to be a good wife, friend and mother. Drive out the enemy that loves to hide in the business of my day. Lord tame my tongue. Help me to speak words that others need to hear. Help me to be the salt and light. Thank you for your love and for your grace and mercy. Thank you for not expecting perfection because you are the only perfect one. -Amen
Last night Jeffrey and I were laying in bed talking. I do a really bad job of giving him what he needs sometimes. I spend most of my day encouraging others, loving on my little Bees, taking care of the kids and doing what needs to be done. By the time he gets home at night, I have very little left.
Last night it hit me. I used to be this way with God. Before August I wasn't reading my Bible daily. I wasn't praying daily. I wasn't giving him what he expected from me.
I told Jeffrey my "woe is me tale". I used the excuse that I wasn't perfect and this is what he said...
"I don't expect you to be perfect, I just expect you to use opportunities when you have them to talk to me and listen to me and spend time with me."
Ouch.
But isn't that so true not only in my marriage but in my relationship with God.
Jeffrey knows I am not perfect. He knows that I am tired at the end of a long day. But surely I can find 5 minutes to sit and talk with him, to give him my undivided attention, to share with him that I love him...
In any relationship (with God, our spouse, our friends), we have to give them our best. Some nights my best may be planning a nice night out away from the kids. Some nights it may be talking to him while we are making lunches for the next day. Some days I give God lots of time in his word, prayer and reflection and some days I can only call out his name in a silent prayer during a difficult time.
Neither Jeffrey nor Jesus expect me to be perfect. Today I will stop using that as an excuse to not give them what I can.
Lord, help me today to see opportunities to show you how much I love and care for you. Lord help me not to be tired, rushed, and full of excuses that disqualify me. Father help me to be a good wife, friend and mother. Drive out the enemy that loves to hide in the business of my day. Lord tame my tongue. Help me to speak words that others need to hear. Help me to be the salt and light. Thank you for your love and for your grace and mercy. Thank you for not expecting perfection because you are the only perfect one. -Amen
Exodus 21 - The Law
It is hard to believe that we are half way through Exodus.
Last night I was talking to Jeffrey about how I wasn't very confident about what I would write this morning. As I sit here I still feel the same. This chapter is clear about the laws God set forth for his people. I see in this word that he is a loving God. He cared so much for them that he was very specific in how they were to handle certain situations. He wanted them to know exactly what was expected and how to keep his commandments.
Yesterday I was a commandment breaker. I have really felt convicted and I guess this is a perfect opportunity to share with you how God has been tugging at my heart.
In Sunday School, yes in Sunday School, I said something not so nice about a co-worker. I called them an idiot. Granted, this was BEFORE the class started but it was still very, very wrong.
In my frustrations with people I see at work, I did the wrong thing. I spoke negatively about this person when I should have had silent lips. It was not a very Christian thing to go. It was not honoring God. It was not keeping his law.
That then spilled over into the rest of my day. I was not honoring my husband as I should. I used a harsh tone and got upset when he reminded me of a promise I made that I have not fulfilled. Then I was frustrated with Abby so I yelled at her. I wasn't upset with her, just frustrated with an issue.
It seems like when the devil gets a foothold, he holds on tight. I had felt the conviction in SS to apologize for what I had said but never did. As the day got busier I forgot to pray and ask for forgiveness.
My being frustrated with someone who is hurting (but I don't think completely intentional) people I care about caused me to lose my focus on the people I care about.
The lesson in SS and the sermon really spoke to my heart. It reaffirmed the calling I know that God has placed on me. I am to be an encourager to those around me. I am to be the light in times of darkness. I am here to make sure the world doesn't get worse. I am here to help change situations around me.
I am going to be in prayer about some changes I have been encouraged to pursue with work. I don't want to be Jonah. I want to go directly to where God has called. I will be listening for him to make it crystal clear.
As for my husband and daughter. I owe them apologies and ask for them to forgive me for where I fall short. I know that they will forgive me and that I need to keep my word and quiet my tongue.
I pray that each of you will have a good week. I pray that you will encourage those around you and that you will be encouraged by others. We have to lift one another up. We have to keep the world from getting worse. We are his people and he will use us. Today I will be super vigilant to be the salt and light.
Last night I was talking to Jeffrey about how I wasn't very confident about what I would write this morning. As I sit here I still feel the same. This chapter is clear about the laws God set forth for his people. I see in this word that he is a loving God. He cared so much for them that he was very specific in how they were to handle certain situations. He wanted them to know exactly what was expected and how to keep his commandments.
Yesterday I was a commandment breaker. I have really felt convicted and I guess this is a perfect opportunity to share with you how God has been tugging at my heart.
In Sunday School, yes in Sunday School, I said something not so nice about a co-worker. I called them an idiot. Granted, this was BEFORE the class started but it was still very, very wrong.
In my frustrations with people I see at work, I did the wrong thing. I spoke negatively about this person when I should have had silent lips. It was not a very Christian thing to go. It was not honoring God. It was not keeping his law.
That then spilled over into the rest of my day. I was not honoring my husband as I should. I used a harsh tone and got upset when he reminded me of a promise I made that I have not fulfilled. Then I was frustrated with Abby so I yelled at her. I wasn't upset with her, just frustrated with an issue.
It seems like when the devil gets a foothold, he holds on tight. I had felt the conviction in SS to apologize for what I had said but never did. As the day got busier I forgot to pray and ask for forgiveness.
My being frustrated with someone who is hurting (but I don't think completely intentional) people I care about caused me to lose my focus on the people I care about.
The lesson in SS and the sermon really spoke to my heart. It reaffirmed the calling I know that God has placed on me. I am to be an encourager to those around me. I am to be the light in times of darkness. I am here to make sure the world doesn't get worse. I am here to help change situations around me.
I am going to be in prayer about some changes I have been encouraged to pursue with work. I don't want to be Jonah. I want to go directly to where God has called. I will be listening for him to make it crystal clear.
As for my husband and daughter. I owe them apologies and ask for them to forgive me for where I fall short. I know that they will forgive me and that I need to keep my word and quiet my tongue.
I pray that each of you will have a good week. I pray that you will encourage those around you and that you will be encouraged by others. We have to lift one another up. We have to keep the world from getting worse. We are his people and he will use us. Today I will be super vigilant to be the salt and light.
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