These past few days have been crazy to say the least. On Wednesday morning I was almost in tears from some various frustrations in my career. Around 10 a.m. I looked at my co-worker and told her that I have had 3 requests from different schools to go on job interviews and have turned them down. I specifically said that if God sent me another interview, I would go. No joke, at 10:08 I received an email for an interview.
God moment.
Yesterday I had the interview. There was a lot of going back and forth int he 24 hours prior. I have never worked in this setting, am not confident about my abilities and certain that I am probably not qualified
The interview went so much better than I expected. I told them several times that I didn't feel qualified and didn't want to be a horrible teacher. I didn't want kids to suffer because I didn't know what the heck I was doing. It would be a huge adjustment going from PreK special ed to middle school resource.
Even after 40 minutes on the phone interview trying to convince them that I was not who they wanted, they asked me to come in next week and observe the teachers.
I am going to go. I don't feel confident in my abilities. What I do feel confident in is that God knows where I need to be. Prayer for this opportunity will be at the top of my list.
In a matter of days my world could change dramatically.
What I do know is certain is that God is in control. He knows what my abilities are. He is the one that qualifies me.
And you know what? I even talked about him during my phone interview. How great was that? Who knows? That may be the entire reason for this. To speak his name to 4 people I have never met. I don't know their faith background. I just gave all the glory to God for using me to reach and connect with parents of young children with disabilities through my own personal experiences.
Father thank you for the opportunity to speak your name and not be afraid. Thank you for being such a natural part of my life and conversations. God I pray that you will be with so many of my friends who are looking to make big changes in their lives. It is scary. It is the unknown. But I know that you work for my good. You protect. You lead. You guide. Lord give me discernment and a clear word on where you are calling me to be. Where you lead me, I will follow. Lord I praise you today for the works you will use me for tomorrow. Amen
I have really enjoyed Leviticus and Hebrews. I am so excited to see what God can teach me through Acts.
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